When people learn that I have children as part of a same-sex couple, they’re always most curious about the other half of the twins’ genetic heritage. Most of the time they’re polite enough not to voice their questions which is funny to me because actually, I’m not shy about talking about it. So if you’ve always wondered, here are the answers that I rarely have to give:
Yes, we did order donor sperm from an actual catalogue. Yes, an actual catalogue. On the internet. During a lunch break at work.
It was quite surreal, yes.
You’re interested in the cost? We paid £100 to access the catalogue, £370 for the sperm itself and £300 for it to be couriered to London from Denmark. Then £1,000 for the pregnancy slot with the HFEA. That would be quite inexpensive, yes, except that we had to factor private IVF on top of that. Fortunately it worked on the first try.
We do know quite a lot about the donor, yes. We have a photograph of what he looked like as a baby (quite a bit like Lysander, actually), his medical records, lots of questions and answers about his personality and a wonderful letter that he wrote about himself and his values, amongst other things.
Yes, the boys might well have some half-siblings out there. The HFEA allows ten families to be created using sperm from the same donor.
It would be quite ghastly if the boys ended up having sex with their half-siblings, I agree. But really what are the chances?
We would prefer it if you didn’t refer to the donor as their ‘dad’. thanks. He’s just the donor.
He is open to being contacted in the future. When the boys turn eighteen, they will be given his name, passport number and last known address so that they will be able to track him down if they’re interested. We will probably be buying them each a plane ticket for their eighteenth birthday.
No, we won’t mind if they choose to know the donor. We selected him based on the knowledge that they probably would want to explore the other half of their genetic history. He seems like a pleasant chap – we’ll invite him to dinner parties and try to find pieces of him in our children.
Yes, we feel tremendously fortunate. They’re wonderful children. We’re not worried that the donor will turn out to be a psychopath and that the boys will take after him, actually. But what a good plot idea for a really crappy novel.
Does he know about the boys? I think he can find out how many children have been born using his genetic material and their sexes. I hope that the knowledge makes him feel happy and proud.
If I could tell him anything? I would tell him that they are beautiful and bright, that they have changed our lives for the better. I would tell him that we are grateful to him every single day for giving us these children. That I hope that one day the boys decide to meet him, so that he can see the enormity of what he helped to create. I would thank him for seeing the potential in families like ours, for knowing that a family doesn’t need a penis at the head of the table in order to be a loving and fulfilling one. For giving us the opportunity to be mothers.